Leavin' on a Jet Plane...

Not that I'm not excited to be going, but....

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waiting, he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry.

Chorus:
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
I'm leavin' on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring.

(Chorus)

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes, I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say,

(Chorus)

srnies (11:25:51 PM): i am so close to being completely packed, it's awesome
lbcnu47 (11:26:02 PM): for some reason
lbcnu47 (11:26:17 PM): that i really really don't want to think about
lbcnu47 (11:26:26 PM): i read packed as naked
srnies (11:26:33 PM): hahahahah
srnies (11:26:41 PM): it's me
srnies (11:26:50 PM): you totally associate toplessness with me

And then later...
lbcnu47 (11:28:23 PM): you've been getting a lot of photo love lately

I'm leaving for Chicago tomorrow, and for Paris the day after that!!!!!!

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Rock.

You are the rare, the overlooked, yet incredibly useful dodecahedron: the d12. You are a creative, romantic soul. You often act without thinking, but make up for your lack of plans with plenty of heart. You easily solve problems that stump others, but your answers tend to put you into even deeper trouble. You write long, detailed backgrounds for all your characters, and are most likely to dress up as one or get involved in cos-play. You can be silly at times and are easily distracted by your own day dreams, but are at the end of the day you're someone who can be depended on.

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So now I'm pissed. I was supposed to hang out with two different people today, doing two different things, and, for various reasons, neither of them my fault, it fell through. I was supposed to have lunch with one of my friends who is working south of town; she was supposed to call me at 11 so we could have our plans done by 12 or 12:30 (whenever she got lunch) and also so that I had time to drive down to where she works. Yeah. 11:58 rolls around and she still hasn't called. So I called her, and she didn't call me back until after 12:30, when I couldn't hear my phone, and it didn't matter because it was too late anyway. (It's very possible that something came up, and she didn't get a chance to get away to call me. Ok. But when she called at 12:30, she also left no message, which is seriously super annoying. Like, I see that you called, but it's really not that hard to leave a message like "Omg. So crazy busy.")

I was supposed to go with a friend for coffee after work, but she gave me a call and left a message at about 9:30 saying that she had had too much to drink, and, tee hee, couldn't drive. But, we would have to get together tomorrow. Yeah. Sucks that I already have a family obligation tomorrow, so that I can't do anything, even if I wanted to. Also, since when is it hard to stay sober until after 10 at night? Like, if you know you're meeting a friend at 10 for coffee, is it really so difficult to not drink until after you've seen her? (Another reason for being pissed: I'm pretty sure I know at least one of the people that she's drinking with, and his punk ass was supposed to call me Sunday when August's dates were still only single digits, and I haven't heard from him since before then. So much for just being friends. I mean, I know it's not a great situation, but I still at least expect a damn phone call.

So now I'm pissed and my left side of my face hurts. And I'm worried that something is wrong with it, even though I've done everything I was supposed to, and haven't been drinking through a straw and have been taking antibiotics. Whatever.

I am so hungry. Like, my stomach is making weird noises and all I can think about is food. But, I don't want to eat any of the soft, easily chewable foods that are in the house. I've eaten scrambled eggs today and yesterday, and I can't eat any more of them. (I'm weird with eggs like that. Like, I crave them, and then, after eating them, the thought of them makes me sick.) I really want a sandwich. Specifically, chicken breast with a tomato and crunchy bacon on toasted bread. With thousand island dressing. However, that will not happen. I ate a piece of soft (kind of) bread today, and discovered that, even if I only chew with my front teeth, it kind of hurts my jaw to chew for long periods of time. So, I'm stuck with yogurt and pudding. I don't even like yogurt. We have smoothies, but they're basically fruit juice, and I'm not even that big a fan.

Maybe one of my parents can be convinced to go out and get me a Frostie.....

::sigh::

Tomorrow, I get my wisdom teeth out. It is also my mom's birthday. She is going to be the big 5-0. Dad and I were going to plan a party for her, but we just discovered that she'd rather have dinner with close family and friends. We were going to have like, 20 people come to a restaurant, and she told us today that she'd rather have something on a more intimate setting, and then spend the money that we would have spent feeding a lot of people on something else. Like, a trip to France so that she can wander the Louvre. So, yeah. It's nice, because I hate planning stuff and calling people, but now we don't know what to do. Because it's a big birthday! Her sister's husband planned a big party for Kathy's 40th on the 6th, and I don't want her to feel left out. But then, Mom really isn't the big party type of person. With big parties, she feels like you never really get to have as much conversation with people as you want to. So, we'll figure something else out. But I was looking forward to planning an awesome night for her. Make her feel special, and make me feel in charge.

resuscitation of a dying blog

This is for Caddie, because she requested it.

So, this blog was really only supposed to be about stuff that my parents couldn't see, since my main blog is kind of my xanga, and my life is not nearly interesting enough to post on two different blogs, especially while I'm in Ohio.

When I find my usb cord, I'll upload some pictures from my trip out to Utah, and include captions and everything!

I'll do better Caddie, I promise.